Sunday, August 30, 2009

bercinta x bererti memiliki




Janganlah kau angkuh melaungkan.. .

Si dia kepunyaan mu ...

Atau kau kepunyaan si dia ...

Kerana hakikatnya.. .

Kita tidak pernah memiliki sesiapa...

Walau sekeping hati seorang insan...

Tidakkah kau sedar...

Hukum alam menyatakan.. .

Mencintai tidak semestinya memiliki?...

Manusia pandai berpura ...

Berlakon di pentas dunia...

Dan bertopeng menutup rahsia..

Tetapi hati...

Tidak pernah berdusta pada empunya...

Tentang perasaan yang bergolak di dalamnya...

Tidakkah kau sedar...

Mungkin si dia melafazkan.. .

Ungkapan cinta pada mu ...

Tetapi hati dan perasaannya. ..

Tidak pernah berniat begitu...

Dia hanya berselindung. ..

Di sebalik sejuta alasan...

Dan kau...

Begitu jujur dan setia mencintainya. .

Sehingga terlupa..

Hukum alam menyatakan..

Mencintai tidak bermakna memiliki..

Sesungguhnya. ..

"Aku tidak pernah memiliki diri mu..."

"Dan kau jua tidak memiliki diri ku."

Mengertilah. ..

Kita sebenarnya kepunyaan..

Yang Maha Esa...

Tiada sesiapa berhak memiliki diri kita...

Kecuali Dia...

Dia mengasihi hamba-Nya...

Dia memiliki hamba-Nya...

Dan ke pangkuan Dia kita akan di kembali..... .

i hate a liars!!

ermm...dont noe what to start..
i;m really feeling very angry,furious,and also sad..
i hate a liars!!
yes..this is what am i going to talk..
can u imagine what am i feeling after being cheated 3 times by my person that i luv..
huh...that's was really hard to say..
don't noe whom am i going to tell this...
arghhhhhhhhhh...i'm really tension bout this..
OMG pliz help me..show me the best ways to solve this prob..
i dont noe what am i gonna do...
liars,liats,liars.....i really hate u...
i hope that succsess will never go through u..(am i too cruel...i not think so)
they really loses my trust towards them...
owh...how can i face it..
i'm really sad..i don't think that person can do such this nonsense things towards me..
i can't believe that....
God...pliz give me a strengthens towards me...
i'm really getting mad...if it continue like this..
ahah...i'm really hate u..
and i think i can't forgive u 4 the third times...
it's broken my heart u noe..
i can't stand like this..but i can't do anything..
ya Allah...pliz open theirs heart...
realize them that this is not a best way to do...
i noe i'm relly not a good n kind person..
n everbody is not perfect..
so the same things goes to me..
but i'm talking juz becoz of ukhuwah..
i don't want u to get involve in this"monkey loves"
u made it again..n this is really make me wanna cry..
if u can noe my feelings ryte now....
owh...it's really painfull...
but i can't trust u anymore...
becoz u juz let me act like a stupid person...
i don't noe what my wrongs that make u doing like this...
but i juz let Allah do something else..
coz i'm trying my best to stopped theirs bloomer...
Allah noe everything..n i h0po He'll arrange everythings....
wonderfull n the great...
if u can open ur eyes...
n realize ur wrong towards me...n especially ur parents..
u're the best..
but i don't think that u can do that..
coz i think u're really far away from me...
if u can noe how much i luv u...
u'll crying n ask 4 my forgiveness...
but i'm not predicting anything...
coz i noe that's will broken my heart into pieces...
if u read this entry...
i'm really hope that u'll realize it sincerely..
no one can help u or change u...
if u don't change by urself...
i'm making this confession from the bottom of my heart..
if u love me,ur parents n also frenz..
u'll not make sumting stupid like this..
~sincerely from the ones who love n hate u ^_^

Saturday, August 29, 2009

can u speak these??

hye..

don't noe what am i going to blog...okeyh..
i'm not really want to make a long babbling...hu3..
urmm...i juz want to give a mouth practice..
u can try these coz it was really fun..maybe..
act i juz grabbed it from "buletin badar"
and these is the line..


first
she sells sea shells on the sea shore
but the sea shells that she sells
on the shore are not the real one..


second
i wish to wish the wish u wish to wish
but if u wish to wish the witch wishes
i won't wish the wish u wish to wish..


third
a sailor went to sea to see what he could sea
and all he cold see was
sea,sea,sea..


so..can u speak that??
hopefully.......yes
ermm....i luv the second stanza...
that was nice n the most easier..(4 me la)..
how about u??
what r u waiting 4....
juz try it more fluently...ha3..^_^

Friday, August 28, 2009

sekadar renungan...cinta ^_^

Cinta kepada harta ertinya bakhil


Cinta kepada perempuan ertinya alam


Cinta kepada diri ertinya bijaksana


Cinta kepada mati ertinya hidup


Dan cinta kepada Tuhan ertinya takwa.



jika cinta itu di tangisi dengan air mata


maka tinggalkan lah cinta itu


cinta itu bukan untuk di tangisi malah


ia dicipta utk di nikmati


maka nikmatilah anugerah


cinta itu dengan bijak dan terbaik.


hargai bila berdua


sayangi bila bersama


maafkan bila terluka


rindui bila berjauhan


fahami bila keliru


nasihati bila terleka


ingati bila sunyi


ini lah perasaan..

Sunday, August 23, 2009

ahlan wa sahlan ramadan al mubarak

tiada hari seindah jumaat
tiada kata seindah zikir
tiada ibadah seindah solat
tiada bulan seindah ramadan
salam ramadan al mubarak dan selamat berpuasa..
jom tambahkan amal ibadah..
solat terawih,tadarus al quran,sedekah,solat sunat
sama-samalah kita mengimarahkan masjid pada bulan yang mulia
lagi barakah ini..

Saturday, August 15, 2009

salam takziah...sahabatku..

khamis malam jumaat...warga smka shams digemparkan dgn berita yg amat menyedihkan terutama bg dak2 batch f4..mak kepada mohd nazrin hamka telah kembali ke rahmatullah...kaki bagai x mampu utk berdiri...hanya tangisan yg berlagu...hati ini bagai x mempercayai berita itu...sungguh ...kami benar2 tekejut..kami br bercadang utk melawat arwah ibunya di hosp Columbia..ttp Allah lbh menyayangi dirinya..semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat dan berada dalam kalangan org2 yg soleh..

*buat nazrin,

~bersabarlah ats dugaan yg menimpa dirimu..
~setiap perkara yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya..
~ingatlah...kami di sini sentiasa berada di belakangmu..mmberi sokongan dan dorongan..
~jadilah insan yg brguna n dpt brbakti kpd family.biarlah ibumu bgga mempunyai ank sptrmu..
~di kesempatan ini jg...kt nk mintak maaf byk2 kalo ade wat salah ngan ko..(mmg ade pon)...
~jgn nakal2 tau..



p/s: marilah sama-sama kita menyedekahkan al fatihah kpd arwah..
...::hargailah ibu bapa kita selagi mereka masih hidup::...

Saturday, August 01, 2009

welcome to sixteen club!!!


hey...i'm already sixteen...act my birthday is on 29th July..i'm staying in hostel so that's why i'm writing this entry now!!thanx a lot 2 my parents cause always make me happy n growth me till now...thanx a lot too to my dearie frenz..

kak chik,wani,faa,hawa,ayuni,myrabell,ana,fana,sepet,ili,fitrah n many more..(sorry if i did'nt mention ur name..if i listing all my frenz,i'm gonna make another entry just the tittle..My Frenz!!huhu)


mom n dad

i dunno what 2 say..cause u're the part of my life..i love buth of u very much...thanx 4 supporting me when i'm in trouble..billion of forgiveness from me 4 all my wrong n childish habits..


ayuni
so thanx a lot cause u'll be the first person who wish me..thax alot 4 da card and touching poem..
we met, it was luck..we talked it was by chance..we become frenz it..was destiny..we're still frenz it's decision...n we'll be frenz,that's my promise...


wani
thanx cause willing to be my frenz..i miss u a lot lah..huhu...i'll make sure the cute bear will be in the very3x best situation..knowing a frenz like u make me happy in million way n if i have to let go i'll find a million reasons to make u stay with me...


ili
thanx 4 ur card n beautiful gelang..and all ur kinndness n support!!luv u,girl....


zulfaa
million of thanx cause always be with me when i need u n support me when i'm in trouble...
dunno how to pay back all ur kindnest..may Allah bless u..u're my really true frenz..thanx again 4 da present..no matter what the hour come sunshine or shower of fair..i't nive to find such a true frenz like u...


kak chik
thanx 4 da card..act u'll the person who wish me cause u already send da card from Jordan...thank you 4 remembering my birthday..i luv u sis...u're the best naqibah 4 me n one of important person in my life..usrah 07 best!!


fatin
thanx 4 da present from Jordan..i think that was the most2x precious gift i got!!


mysterios frenz

thanx 4 the gelang..i like it..


and all to my frenz... i love all of you.. n my family too...


life doesn't need 2 be 2 perfect

doesn't need 2 be 2 rich

doesn't need 2 be too famous

as long as all of u remember me

it's more than enough..