ermm...dont noe what to start..
i;m really feeling very angry,furious,and also sad..
i hate a liars!!
yes..this is what am i going to talk..
can u imagine what am i feeling after being cheated 3 times by my person that i luv..
huh...that's was really hard to say..
don't noe whom am i going to tell this...
arghhhhhhhhhh...i'm really tension bout this..
OMG pliz help me..show me the best ways to solve this prob..
i dont noe what am i gonna do...
liars,liats,liars.....i really hate u...
i hope that succsess will never go through u..(am i too cruel...i not think so)
they really loses my trust towards them...
owh...how can i face it..
i'm really sad..i don't think that person can do such this nonsense things towards me..
i can't believe that....
God...pliz give me a strengthens towards me...
i'm really getting mad...if it continue like this..
ahah...i'm really hate u..
and i think i can't forgive u 4 the third times...
it's broken my heart u noe..
i can't stand like this..but i can't do anything..
ya Allah...pliz open theirs heart...
realize them that this is not a best way to do...
i noe i'm relly not a good n kind person..
n everbody is not perfect..
so the same things goes to me..
but i'm talking juz becoz of ukhuwah..
i don't want u to get involve in this"monkey loves"
u made it again..n this is really make me wanna cry..
if u can noe my feelings ryte now....
owh...it's really painfull...
but i can't trust u anymore...
becoz u juz let me act like a stupid person...
i don't noe what my wrongs that make u doing like this...
but i juz let Allah do something else..
coz i'm trying my best to stopped theirs bloomer...
Allah noe everything..n i h0po He'll arrange everythings....
wonderfull n the great...
if u can open ur eyes...
n realize ur wrong towards me...n especially ur parents..
u're the best..
but i don't think that u can do that..
coz i think u're really far away from me...
if u can noe how much i luv u...
u'll crying n ask 4 my forgiveness...
but i'm not predicting anything...
coz i noe that's will broken my heart into pieces...
if u read this entry...
i'm really hope that u'll realize it sincerely..
no one can help u or change u...
if u don't change by urself...
i'm making this confession from the bottom of my heart..
if u love me,ur parents n also frenz..
u'll not make sumting stupid like this..
~sincerely from the ones who love n hate u ^_^